It's been a wonderful 5 months of 'doing nothing'.
Yeah.. basically I had a rough, sweet, indescribable 5 months. These mixture elements of life, had constantly came to me, I couldn't help it, it's just too much for a guy like me, that rarely dealt with this kind of situations. Well not all of my days on my holiday were bad, but most of the time that I've spend are just time of doing nothing really worth it to do as a teenager.
It's all started in August when I received my exam results. It was a stressful morning, I couldn't sleep , I couldn't do anything, I just stayed in front of me laptop, waiting for a news about the time my results will be released. Short of the story, I failed.
I ended up regretting my stupidity.. Why I was doing this,that,n all of unimportant things when I can study and get happy later like a fucklord fuckin' hotties from all around the world. Then, all my uni applications got rejected because of my grades were extraordinarily shit. Fortunately for me, shines started shining. I got a place in Aberystwyth University, they offered me a place, however my mom didn't agree and I ended up wasting it. Then I got another offer from MIBT, its basically sort of like University pathway, so it is technically not a University but yeah I think I need to work out on my grades first rather than doing some mistakes in the University.
After August, I started to rebuilt my confident and becoming a young, wild and free teenager. I decided to go for a journey across the country, I met a lot of people, I've visited a lot of cool places that I would be not know if I went to University, so I sort of thinking that not going to university is like the opportunity cost of being happy as a normal adventurous sexually active young being.
Surely there's no way to agree that having a fucked up grades and traveling to beautiful places are great combination to become the happiest lad on entire earth, but surely this great experiences has taught me a lesson that might change my future as a whole.
As a normal person which one will you choose, University or 'Mother Nature' ??
